Decision Makers.
There are two decision making organs in me. One is my brain and the other is my heart. And this is not always a good thing. When these organs are not on the same page, chaos breaks out. Absolute total chaos.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
My brain, you see, is logical. It analyzes and processes every bit of information I give it based purely on logic, stripped off of all kinds of emotions. It only cares about the best possible outcomes, outcomes that are profitable to me personally, if I may say. For instance, when I tell it I like someone and that I would like to get to know them, but the person I'm interested in isn't as keen on getting to know me, it asks me to drop them. Period. It says clearly that being a pain to them isn't going to be of any help to the person I am interested in or me for A, I'm going to come off as a clingy needy dude and B, I am going to hurt myself badly doing this. Besides, if I really like someone and care about them, I'm bound to respect their decisions, irrespective of what their decisions are, is what it reminds me. An argument that's extremely hard to counter. Logic here wins. There are other situations too where logic loses, instances where I'm in positions to choose between people I love, instances where emotions are involved. There just isn't a right logical choice here. And that's where my heart comes in. My heart, as I believe is true with every human heart, only knows what is right. It understands all kinds of emotions. It feels them too, but it always only knows what's right. I know it is similar to my brain in a lot of ways, but sometimes, because my heart understands my feelings, because it knows whatever I'm going through to the best possible extent, because it reaches my deepest emotions, it lets me do whatever I want, all the while reminding me of what's right. And when I get hurt because of my decisions, it doesn't tell me "I told you so!" like my brain would, it would just condole me, because it understands emotions.
This is just the outline of how my decision makers operate. More about them needs a lot of time and space. I'll take my time with this.
With a lot of love, peace.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
My brain, you see, is logical. It analyzes and processes every bit of information I give it based purely on logic, stripped off of all kinds of emotions. It only cares about the best possible outcomes, outcomes that are profitable to me personally, if I may say. For instance, when I tell it I like someone and that I would like to get to know them, but the person I'm interested in isn't as keen on getting to know me, it asks me to drop them. Period. It says clearly that being a pain to them isn't going to be of any help to the person I am interested in or me for A, I'm going to come off as a clingy needy dude and B, I am going to hurt myself badly doing this. Besides, if I really like someone and care about them, I'm bound to respect their decisions, irrespective of what their decisions are, is what it reminds me. An argument that's extremely hard to counter. Logic here wins. There are other situations too where logic loses, instances where I'm in positions to choose between people I love, instances where emotions are involved. There just isn't a right logical choice here. And that's where my heart comes in. My heart, as I believe is true with every human heart, only knows what is right. It understands all kinds of emotions. It feels them too, but it always only knows what's right. I know it is similar to my brain in a lot of ways, but sometimes, because my heart understands my feelings, because it knows whatever I'm going through to the best possible extent, because it reaches my deepest emotions, it lets me do whatever I want, all the while reminding me of what's right. And when I get hurt because of my decisions, it doesn't tell me "I told you so!" like my brain would, it would just condole me, because it understands emotions.
This is just the outline of how my decision makers operate. More about them needs a lot of time and space. I'll take my time with this.
With a lot of love, peace.
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