Mistake.
Sometimes, we just make mistakes. Stupid, silly mistakes that can ruin relationships beyond repair. Mistakes that are just unforgivable and are extremely pain inducing when we think about it. Mistakes not many people would have committed but are nevertheless worth learning about from someone who has made those mistakes. Mistakes that we wouldn't dare to commit one more time.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
And I am one of those people who has committed one of those mistakes. It was a long time ago. It took so long for me and that person to build whatever we built. It took years, two years to be precise to get to the point where we got. And then I ruined it all, in a second. In fact it took less than a second for me to ruin it. A small fraction of a second. Thinking about it makes me feel sorry every single time and that feeling that there isn't anything that I can do about it now, that feeling that the train has left the station a long while back, is just a souvenir that I am forced to take.
What is that mistake? Whom did I do it to? Well, one day, when I'm strong enough to talk about it openly, I promise, this is where I'll do it. This will be that place.
Not only is that a mistake I regret committing, it was also one mistake that I learnt a lot from. I learnt a lot about myself and how gullible I actually were. I learnt about how easy it is to hurt the people we are close to. I learnt about how important it is to let those people in our lives who are important to us know that they indeed are important to us. I learnt that people will always talk badly about me behind my back irrespective of how I am, I mean, I could literally be a saint and still have the whole world against me and it is just something that I have to deal with. Losing someone dear for getting into the good books of the society is just not worth it. Most of all though, I learnt how important it is for me to never let myself make the same mistake ever again. Because as painful as it is to know that the train had left my station, there is also every possibility for another train to enter my station. And it is just that important that I don't make history repeat itself.
With love, peace.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
And I am one of those people who has committed one of those mistakes. It was a long time ago. It took so long for me and that person to build whatever we built. It took years, two years to be precise to get to the point where we got. And then I ruined it all, in a second. In fact it took less than a second for me to ruin it. A small fraction of a second. Thinking about it makes me feel sorry every single time and that feeling that there isn't anything that I can do about it now, that feeling that the train has left the station a long while back, is just a souvenir that I am forced to take.
What is that mistake? Whom did I do it to? Well, one day, when I'm strong enough to talk about it openly, I promise, this is where I'll do it. This will be that place.
Not only is that a mistake I regret committing, it was also one mistake that I learnt a lot from. I learnt a lot about myself and how gullible I actually were. I learnt about how easy it is to hurt the people we are close to. I learnt about how important it is to let those people in our lives who are important to us know that they indeed are important to us. I learnt that people will always talk badly about me behind my back irrespective of how I am, I mean, I could literally be a saint and still have the whole world against me and it is just something that I have to deal with. Losing someone dear for getting into the good books of the society is just not worth it. Most of all though, I learnt how important it is for me to never let myself make the same mistake ever again. Because as painful as it is to know that the train had left my station, there is also every possibility for another train to enter my station. And it is just that important that I don't make history repeat itself.
With love, peace.
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