Conversations.

Talking to myself has become more than just a hobby. I find myself engaging in serious conversations, that I wouldn't even dare to have with anyone else, with myself. And no, before you ask me, I am not going hysteric.

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

Its very refreshing, to put it very mildly. Refreshing because I seldom disagree with myself. I seldom fight with myself and I seldom make myself feel bad. Granted, I raise a lot of questions, but they are what makes the conversation meaningful. I also seldom belittle myself or try to be dominant over myself because, well, its just funny when I try to over power myself, don't you think? I'd both win and lose at the same time and that's just a mess. So, yes, no altercations, no confusions, no debates and no disagreements. The perfect kind of conversations, in my opinion, totally my kind of conversations. It involves a lot of pep talk, it involves a lot of "you've got this", it involves a lot of high-spirited self-motivation. It also involves being there for myself, consoling myself, allowing myself to feel things, helping myself to get past and over things (sometimes people), and just making my day just a little bit better. Oh, and my jokes. Sometimes, I feel like I am too funny for my own good. I know, that's being a little over the top but it is what it is.
I do however still and will always seek for someone to talk to too. Someone who feels like home, someone who makes me feel me. Because whilst its great to enjoy by myself, I'd feel a whole lot more happy if I could share with someone, maybe with a whole bunch of people and just every form of life, maybe even things that don't live.

Love, peace.

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