Lessons.

There are days when all I'd know is that I'm feeling a lot of feelings. That's all I'd know. I wouldn't know why I'm feeling them or where it is that they rise from. And I'd not even be able to tell exactly what it is that I'm feeling. Its just one too many emotions at the same time and it takes away my attention to a rollercoaster ride and I, well, I just get willingly lost in them.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

Actually, that's me most of the time and not just some rare days. I guess, its hard to exactly pin point where it is these feelings come from and how it is that I'm going to explain them but then again, I don't think I need to know to explain them. All that counts anyway is the fact that I know I'm feeling them. I mean, that might just not sound like a lot, but it'd suffice for me anyway, I think.
There's this air of uncertain aura that just swirls all around me all the time but I think, at this point, I've gotten used to it. It doesn't necessarily feel comfortable, but it also doesn't make me want to go and shout at myself in front of the mirror, you know what I'm saying?
Its fine is all I'm trying to say. Everything is fine, even when they don't feel fine to me, personally, and its been a bitter, sweet, soft and hard lesson to make something out of it, so far.

Love, peace.