Paradigm Shift.

You wonder if everything is indeed really your fault. Because that's whom all of the evidence seems to point at, that's whom you'd like to blame too, just so things get a little digestible for you. Because any consequence you face is because of an action you were a part of, too, voluntarily or not.

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

To be convinced that you really aren't to be blamed is a very hard deal to achieve. You've always been gracious enough to always take blame for everything bad that's happened to you even if you only had the smallest of parts to play in it and magnanimous enough to share credit with people even if its solely your own feat of achievement. And to suddenly throw all of this away and shift to a whole new paradigm of believing the truth, believing the reality, believing what's right instead of whatever it is you're used to believing in is going to be hard. But inch forward towards it, because, its what you need. Its not going to be easy, to let go of those things that really don't belong to you but you're convinced otherwise. It'll happen though. It takes a lot of time and so much more conviction but it is so worth it. One step at a time. Slow, cautious and steady.

Love, peace.