Suffocation.

There is just so much to complain about, isn't there? There are just so many reasons for us to not wear a smile on our faces and there are just way too many reasons for us to live our lives like we're completely drenched in negativity. 

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

In fact, I am not here to tell you to not be that way or that there is no good out of being that way, you do you and there just isn't anything that I can tell you to change you. That's all up to you. And sometimes, it just feels justified to be the way we are, sad and dried out all the emotions that associate with positivity, and that's okay too. I know how it feels to not want to be around anyone because for one, its a hassle and two, it just doesn't seem to work. No matter how hard we try, it just doesn't work, does it? Especially when everyone around you treats you a certain way because they think they know you when in reality, they probably have no idea of who it is that you are. But forget all of this for just a teeny, tiny moment and maybe think of who it is that you really are, to yourself? Maybe sometimes, it hurts more because we don't know ourselves well enough than because people don't know who we are. All we know sometimes is that we know we aren't what people imagine us to be. That's all we know sometimes, and that just isn't providing enough answers to the questions we have lingering in our little brains.

When we realize we have so much to figure out about ourselves, well, the hurting stops a little for even though we don't have answers yet, we have a clue as to where to find them and that's a little less suffocating.