One More Rant.
Sometimes, I get this urge to run away from people. Not everyone, but just certain people. People who aren't necessarily bad, but people with whom if I spend time, I'm bound to get hurt. They won't hurt me, no, its just, I'll get hurt. Because I can't afford to be the person they want me to be in their lives.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
Its those people with whom if I spend one more second of my life, I'll lose a part of myself to them and they won't even know it. Or they'll pretend they don't see it. And that is something I can't afford. I really can't. And even if they do know it there are very minute chances of them acknowledging it. And if they do acknowledge it, they're not going to appreciate it or even consider it. And that's something I can't ever afford. I can't get hurt giving myself, no way. Its not fair, its not right in the least of ways and it just isn't happening. I know, expecting people to value it sounds like I am asking for too much, in a way of sorts. But am I? I quite don't think so. I can't let someone treat me like I'm nothing more than just mere garbage. I can't let someone just walk all over me and then have them talk to me like they did nothing wrong and that its all my fault for being the way I am. I just can't. Maybe I am just too sensitive, but I am one hundred percent okay with that and I just can't be okay with being treated like I am worth nothing.
There is a reason I am the way I am and I like the way I am. I know I live a rather vague life with vague and weird things to say but I am okay with that and I am not expecting anyone to understand or appreciate or even accept anything I have to say. Its just okay to care for ourselves and I can't stress that out loud enough. Nobody has the right to treat you in a way that hurts you. Nobody, not even the people who claim to love you. Nobody. There just is this fine line between ego and dignity and I want you to remember to carry yourself with the utmost dignity that you can muster. No matter what, don't drop it, for as long as you aren't consciously and voluntarily hurting anyone in any form, you have the right to expect the same. Value yourself and treat yourself really well, just so you learn how to treat others.
Love, peace.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
Its those people with whom if I spend one more second of my life, I'll lose a part of myself to them and they won't even know it. Or they'll pretend they don't see it. And that is something I can't afford. I really can't. And even if they do know it there are very minute chances of them acknowledging it. And if they do acknowledge it, they're not going to appreciate it or even consider it. And that's something I can't ever afford. I can't get hurt giving myself, no way. Its not fair, its not right in the least of ways and it just isn't happening. I know, expecting people to value it sounds like I am asking for too much, in a way of sorts. But am I? I quite don't think so. I can't let someone treat me like I'm nothing more than just mere garbage. I can't let someone just walk all over me and then have them talk to me like they did nothing wrong and that its all my fault for being the way I am. I just can't. Maybe I am just too sensitive, but I am one hundred percent okay with that and I just can't be okay with being treated like I am worth nothing.
There is a reason I am the way I am and I like the way I am. I know I live a rather vague life with vague and weird things to say but I am okay with that and I am not expecting anyone to understand or appreciate or even accept anything I have to say. Its just okay to care for ourselves and I can't stress that out loud enough. Nobody has the right to treat you in a way that hurts you. Nobody, not even the people who claim to love you. Nobody. There just is this fine line between ego and dignity and I want you to remember to carry yourself with the utmost dignity that you can muster. No matter what, don't drop it, for as long as you aren't consciously and voluntarily hurting anyone in any form, you have the right to expect the same. Value yourself and treat yourself really well, just so you learn how to treat others.
Love, peace.
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