Dangling Around.

Sometimes I just get carried away really quickly and I just stop paying attention to whatever I am doing and get completely caught up in the moment. And when this happens, I end up doing whatever I usually wouldn't do in my right mind.

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

This, first of all, is very funny. Because it doesn't happen too often but when it does, it feels surreal. Because for once, I would be letting go of everything that's holding me back and everything that's dragging me with it. I just go with the flow for once. And going with the flow means to not know where you're going. It means to force yourself to be okay with not knowing where you're going. Its all very impulsive. Your brain isn't even in your control and that's scary. Its like dangling around in a very, very lose thread and instead of freaking out very outwardly, you force yourself to just enjoy being dangled around. Its hard to let loose this way because its not something you do often, its not going to be something you do often. And when you're doing it, you're strangely comfortable whilst being unsure if you really like being uncomfortable this way. But you won't also be worried too much because you're already hanging on a very loose thread. Things can't become any worse. Or can they? And even if they can, will they? And at some point, you just stop caring. Because that's kind of the whole point of being dangled around like this. Its not going to last forever either so you might as well just let it do what it is supposed to do.

Love, peace.