Peace.
I guess it is in my mind to associate the fear of falling down every time I hit a high in a my life. It doesn't feel natural, but it sure does happen almost all the time.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
Some part of me just gets lured into feeling negatively when there is absolutely no reason to be negative. I guess, experiencing luxury when I shouldn't technically be experiencing it is something that makes want to feel guilty about it, even though, technically, I still am not doing anything wrong. All I am doing is something that I want to do, something that isn't the wisest of things to do, granted, but nevertheless something I want and that makes me question my choices, even though all I am doing is something that I would enjoy. I guess, it takes getting used to, it takes a lot of reassurance that nothing terrible is going to happen and that it is all completely okay for me to want what I want and act upon it as well. After all, I could end up feeling unhappy had I not done that something and ergo, this really isn't a win-win situation. Just like most situations aren't win-win situations. I guess, it really all boils down to how we perceive things. And none of our perceptions are right or wrong. They are what they are and sticking to them is what that matters ultimately because that's what makes us who we are and irrespective of whomever we are or however we are, we are fine the way we are.
A little reassurance goes a long way.
Love, peace.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
Some part of me just gets lured into feeling negatively when there is absolutely no reason to be negative. I guess, experiencing luxury when I shouldn't technically be experiencing it is something that makes want to feel guilty about it, even though, technically, I still am not doing anything wrong. All I am doing is something that I want to do, something that isn't the wisest of things to do, granted, but nevertheless something I want and that makes me question my choices, even though all I am doing is something that I would enjoy. I guess, it takes getting used to, it takes a lot of reassurance that nothing terrible is going to happen and that it is all completely okay for me to want what I want and act upon it as well. After all, I could end up feeling unhappy had I not done that something and ergo, this really isn't a win-win situation. Just like most situations aren't win-win situations. I guess, it really all boils down to how we perceive things. And none of our perceptions are right or wrong. They are what they are and sticking to them is what that matters ultimately because that's what makes us who we are and irrespective of whomever we are or however we are, we are fine the way we are.
A little reassurance goes a long way.
Love, peace.
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