Vague Ways Of Life.

Sometimes, just sometimes, we get carried away and start believing everything is in a way controllable. I wish everything was controllable, not that I know what it feels like, but just that being able to control everything would be an experience I've not gotten to taste so far. 

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

Especially when the wind pushes our sails in the direction we are looking to traverse in, it just is really easy to confuse it with our own ability to steer the ship. There really is every chance for us to assume its us who's controlling the ship so beautifully when in reality, its all mostly the wind and we're just barely doing any controlling. And rightfully so too, because until we hit a rock or get dragged into a swirl, we'd have absolutely no idea that we were being so darn lucky. And when we do get stuck in a fix, we just run out of ideas all too quickly because up until then we'd have thought everything was under control and now that we've been made to realize that we aren't, its only fair that we have no idea of where to begin.

And its okay to think we are in control of things, in fact, in a vague way, it gives the confidence we never would have had otherwise. Its also okay to get with the harsh truth that we are as in control as we thought we were, in very vague way, it teaches us to keep ourselves on our toes with its reality checks. Its not bad at all, as long as we have the willingness to admit that no matter how far we've traveled or how long we've traveled for, we still have a long way to go and will always have too. Humility, yes, that's the word I was searching for.

Love, peace.