Tragic.

You know you've lost something special and precious when you start missing that something that you already had, especially when you get told that you will never ever have it again in your life.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

Its just sometimes, you lose things without your knowledge, you misplace them, you lose them sheerly by accident, you lose them without your consent, you lose them without even being aware that you're losing them. And these are things that you will miss but you'll come to terms with them soon after a long enough period of time passes. But what happens when you lose things voluntarily? What happens when you actually know you're losing something precious and you're watching yourself lose it from afar. What happens when you lose something by giving your consent but not really intentional consent? What happens when you let something special slip away and you don't do anything about it even though you know you could? What happens when you know you can still do something to attempt to find it back but you don't do it because you're convinced there is no finding it. You do it voluntarily because you don't want to acknowledge the other choices that you have even though you know there are other choices.

But the heart always wants what it wants. It misses whatever it misses and trying to ask it to not miss is something that just isn't physically possible. You miss it, you want it back, you know you can get it back, but you just don't do the work. Tragic.

Love, peace.