"It"

Not all forms of possessiveness come from a bad place. I'm not referring to the possessiveness people have for other people but to the form of possessiveness you might have for something you wish to just be yours. Like a song, your favourite song that you wouldn't want anyone else to listen to because you don't want it undermined by them or you just don't want to hear or any thing that's even close to being negative about it.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

I know the majority of everything I just said sounds only silly but given the fact that people are into ruining whatever is special to others, I think it is very, very valid. There are books to me that are so special, there are movies, there are songs, there are articles, there are poems, there are numerous things that I want only to be mine simply because I am afraid people wouldn't get it or that people wouldn't get it the way I get it and that fact, scares me. I know this is contradictory but there is also that other part inside of me that screams because it wants to share all of that to the world because it wants everyone else too to feel what it feels. It's a good kind of conflict, not the one I enjoy dealing with but nevertheless a good kind because when I do gamble and when I do share it with those I trust with my life and more, I get rewarded. I get rewarded in a way that I am left speechless with an overwhelming sense of gratitude for not only having someone who I trust with my life but for also having someone who gets the feeling. They get it and that is all I could ever ask for.  They get it! Get it?

Love, peace.