Irrelevance.

I always used to have a lot to say. I'd always been someone who had so much to say that now, these days, I find myself having so little to say. One might even suggest that after two full years of slogging and complaining, it's only more than normal that I find myself being the way I am today.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

Not that, I'm suggesting I'm going to stop writing, no way, because in writing I've found a way to express myself like I haven't found any before. It feels liberating to write and that's exactly why I keep coming back to it. Anyway, but what did I mean when said what I said in my introduction? I guess, sometimes, the fact that certain things, most things if I'm not going kid myself, aren't in my control. There are things that happen that I can but spectate. And maybe, it's time that I had some fun spectating too. Because taking everything too personally is making my life redundant. Sure, nothing seems fair but who promised me everything would be fair in the first place? Things are exactly the way they're supposed to be and I'm slowly getting used to it. I may not like it, but who cares what I like and what I don't like? Clearly, in a way, this fact that I'm irrelevant or I'm only as relevant as everything esle  can even come close to being relevant that life offers me is again something that's paradoxical. But being this way, isn't necessarily bad. It's liberating to know that I can be whomever I want to be and nobody has a say in it because I'm irrelevant. Juicy, I know.

Love, peace.