Healing.
You know, you really can't stay mad at people forever. I mean, sometimes, people do hurt us knowingly and unknowingly, people do make mistakes that we find really hard to forget, but at the end of the day, none of the hate seems to be worth it. At least not for me.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
I have tried my very best to be and stay mad at people for prolonged periods of time, but it just isn't possible. I guess, some part of me is unconsciously wired to slowly let go of all the hate that I have built within me for everything that has been done to me. Sooner or later, it comes to a stage where I become completely apathetic to situations and people. And I am not sure if this is good or bad for it does make me gullible to a certain extent but I think my trust issues has gullibility covered. Not that I am trying to portray myself as some sort of a saint but I really can't carry the hate and hold onto the grudge people give me to hold onto. It's just not worth it, I mean, its not like I am accomplishing great things by doing whatever I am doing by holding onto the grudge for an eternity. It becomes immaterial, given sometime and all I am able to do when that time comes by is just dropping it wherever I find it suitable to drop. Drop and walk away.
Whilst I don't carry this hatred within me, I do also not tend to forget it. Because whilst its not worth it as an incident, it is definitely worth it as a lesson. A lesson to not repeat certain mistakes, a lesson to not do certain things, a reminder of sorts to keep myself wary and protect myself. Like the transition from a wound to a scar. Heals, sure, but the evidence never goes away.
Love, peace.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
I have tried my very best to be and stay mad at people for prolonged periods of time, but it just isn't possible. I guess, some part of me is unconsciously wired to slowly let go of all the hate that I have built within me for everything that has been done to me. Sooner or later, it comes to a stage where I become completely apathetic to situations and people. And I am not sure if this is good or bad for it does make me gullible to a certain extent but I think my trust issues has gullibility covered. Not that I am trying to portray myself as some sort of a saint but I really can't carry the hate and hold onto the grudge people give me to hold onto. It's just not worth it, I mean, its not like I am accomplishing great things by doing whatever I am doing by holding onto the grudge for an eternity. It becomes immaterial, given sometime and all I am able to do when that time comes by is just dropping it wherever I find it suitable to drop. Drop and walk away.
Whilst I don't carry this hatred within me, I do also not tend to forget it. Because whilst its not worth it as an incident, it is definitely worth it as a lesson. A lesson to not repeat certain mistakes, a lesson to not do certain things, a reminder of sorts to keep myself wary and protect myself. Like the transition from a wound to a scar. Heals, sure, but the evidence never goes away.
Love, peace.
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