Futility.

I try and make amends, I really do try my very best to make amends but sometimes there just isn't a lot that I can do. There isn't even a tiny bit that I can do to make amends and no matter how much I wish I could, I can't and it's coming to peace with this little fact that I am struggling at.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

It only goes to show how quickly things can always change and how bad and permanent the changes can be. And if there is one thing that can be learnt from these futile attempts of fixing things, its that you just might want to be a little more careful than you think you ought to be. Because when it comes to feelings, its a game that can be played by both the players and when someone's feelings get hurt, all you can do from that point on is kiss them goodbye and forget them, or try forgetting them forever.
There could be a million reasons as to why things didn't work out or did work out in the way it did but none of them matter for the present just engulfs all of that and makes you reconsider your actions for it becomes evident that the outcome is not even in the same room of being worth the actions. It hurts, sure but I guess you learn to live with it, at least for the foreseeable future and if you're really, really lucky you'll go through it and get over it and maybe, just maybe, not promising anything, you'll keep them in your fond memories because you know deep, deep down that that's exactly where they belong.

Love, peace.