The Very Best.

Sometimes you start wondering if you did the right thing in your life because of certain instances. You start wondering if you made the right choices and you realize that you didn't make the right choices.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

But whatever you did was the very best you could do and that's really all anyone can ever hope to do, their very best. But the fact that your best was still not good enough to actually become the right choice might eat you up alive from the inside and if I could vouch for something, it is that fact that it will indeed eat you up alive from the inside. And then the thoughts start flowing. And every single time these thoughts flow, everything else that is supposed to flow in our body becomes stagnant. Our eyes, though open, would see absolutely nothing. Our ears, normally sharp, would become so blunt that it only just hears every sound in its vicinity. Sure, your mouth might still speak but chances are you wouldn't remember a word that it spoke because for you to remember something, you need to voluntarily do that something or at the very least have some sort of consciousness within you and odds are you'd have none at all. All that you'll be able to do is think about that incident and every other incident which led to that incident.

Funny thing about this is that there really wouldn't be a lot to think about that incident. The facts are clear. You did your best, they did their best, hopefully, and the bests weren't good enough. It really is as simple as that. I guess it isn't as funny as it is sad.

Love, peace.