Product.
I think its now or never. I know there are a million excuses for me, a million reasons for me to not go and get everything I want. And some of them are even valid, very acceptable indeed but at the end of the day, they are just excuses and they always will be just excuses.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
And what I want is not even the matter under concern. May it be something as simple as a cookie or something that is not as simple as a cookie, something like a dream that I don't just yet want to talk about, there really is only one person who is stopping me from getting it and that is me and only me, absolutely nobody else. And every single time I find myself being in the predicament of lying to myself, it pricks like nothing else in life ever pricks. Sometimes, the people around me are just not going to like the choices I make in life and that is a problem. But whose problem is it exactly? Mine or theirs? And telling myself that I am in no way obligated to solve someone else's problem is what I am looking to convince myself of. Its hard, but I guess this is how it is supposed to be. And before you ask, no, solving the problem is not the hard part. It's very simple, all I have to do is be strong and stay with myself and not feel guilty about my actions because, no matter what, I know deep down my actions are very well justified to me and that's all that matters and that's all that should matter.
People have an amazing way of making us feel guilty about who we are. Worse, they have a way to make us feel ashamed of who we are. And I am not talking about strangers, those people who supposedly love us are the ones who excel at this. Apparently, its not right of us to fend for ourselves, apparently others come first, always. Apparently its okay for us to have our feelings hurt continually for people only do that to make us grow into a better person. Now I would buy that on any given day. But it heavily depends on the seller. If someone wouldn't buy their own product, there is just no way in hell I would buy that. And that is only FAIR.
Lots of love, peace.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
And what I want is not even the matter under concern. May it be something as simple as a cookie or something that is not as simple as a cookie, something like a dream that I don't just yet want to talk about, there really is only one person who is stopping me from getting it and that is me and only me, absolutely nobody else. And every single time I find myself being in the predicament of lying to myself, it pricks like nothing else in life ever pricks. Sometimes, the people around me are just not going to like the choices I make in life and that is a problem. But whose problem is it exactly? Mine or theirs? And telling myself that I am in no way obligated to solve someone else's problem is what I am looking to convince myself of. Its hard, but I guess this is how it is supposed to be. And before you ask, no, solving the problem is not the hard part. It's very simple, all I have to do is be strong and stay with myself and not feel guilty about my actions because, no matter what, I know deep down my actions are very well justified to me and that's all that matters and that's all that should matter.
People have an amazing way of making us feel guilty about who we are. Worse, they have a way to make us feel ashamed of who we are. And I am not talking about strangers, those people who supposedly love us are the ones who excel at this. Apparently, its not right of us to fend for ourselves, apparently others come first, always. Apparently its okay for us to have our feelings hurt continually for people only do that to make us grow into a better person. Now I would buy that on any given day. But it heavily depends on the seller. If someone wouldn't buy their own product, there is just no way in hell I would buy that. And that is only FAIR.
Lots of love, peace.
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