A Confession.

To make mistakes his human. That's something I have to engrave in my heart for I treat myself very poorly every time I make mistakes, which is often. I say things I don't want to say or things that are absolutely cruel. And it's just draining, if not anything else and I want it to stop. The mistakes I made today were being rude to people and wasting a solid two hours of my life playing when I had other tasks I needed to and wanted to complete. There's nothing more painful to me than the guilt, shame and embarrassment for my own behaviour and I wish I would stop making these fundamental mistakes. I know I can. I choose to not, which is strange, because my goals are way more important than those games and me being rude to people is never going to help me, it only can ruin their moods too, which is nothing short of selfish and cruel. This is just a confession.

I do feel better now.

Love, peace.

An Earthian.