Some Things to do.

I can't promise you that everything will be alright because I have no control over your life, neither do I have a clue. But I can tell you things will get better, if and only if, you start taking control of your life a bit more than you do at the moment. That also involves you being honest about yourself, be okay with having made mistakes and be viciously commited about not making them again. Accept your flaws and work on them to get better, do not expect the world to adjust for your sake. You don't have to be motivated to bring change about in your life. You just have to be disciplined. Being motivated is an added bonus. Nobody has ever become healthier when they ate right and exercised only when they felt like it. Same applies to everything. Do those tasks that you know you need to, you know you've commited yourself to irrespective of how good or bad you feel. It's your career and life after all, nobody else needs to care. Most importantly, be positive and spread positivity. Make sure to smile, just because you're you. You don't need a reason to be happy.

Love, peace.

An Earthian.