Win-Win.

Sometimes people take it to their hearts the fact that I don't reciprocate, that I don't answer them the way they'd like to be answered, that I'm not giving them what they're expecting or not even coming into the same vicinity of giving them what they're looking for. And the best I can do about these people's problems is apologize. I'm sorry. Not sure what I'm apologizing for but I'm offering it nevertheless.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

I don't blame them, I get exactly where they come from, I get why I'm such a big disappointment. I really don't know what it is that makes people want to talk to me in the first place though. I mean don't get me wrong, I'm honoured that people want me around, but I'm also shattered by the thought that I'm just not being enough. I can't give out more of me than what I want to. That's just not going to happen. And I know you think my principles are too primitive and that they are border-lining obsessive behaviour but I can't compromise on them. Not for not disappointing you by any chance. I guess sometimes, the very fact that I'm existing the way I am can hurt certain people and there's not a lot I can do about it. The fact that I'm alive right now and am writing this piece could be the reason someone's blood boils. But its not really my fault, is it? I mean, I get there is an apparent part that I'm playing but its not really my fault in any way whatsoever, is it? Its all theirs. And as much as I wish them love, laughter and joy, I also want to help them out by getting far, far away from them, if not physically, at least emotionally. We both win in those scenarios.

Love, peace.