A Good Day.

If ever there comes a time when I live like I'm embracing life for what is and not just pushing through because I can, that would be the time for me to quit everything. Not because I'll no longer be good at those things that I used to be good at, but because nothing would mean anything from that point on. There wouldn't be anything good, neither would there be anything bad and definitely not anything in between. Everything would be perfect, just the way they are and even that wouldn't make me happy or sad.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

And whether I like to admit it or not, that's a day that I'm for sure looking forward to. A day when I don't have to get bogged down for little or big things, a day when I don't have to get hyped about them either. A day when I don't have to be disappointed, a day when I don't have to be buzzing either. Neither would mean anything because neither would make a difference. And no, I'm not trying to sound like a saint, nor like someone who's just turned sour. I'm definitely not trying to give up on my life either. It just feels to me like it would be a great day, a day when I'll finally conquer all my demons. A day when I don't have to have a reason to smile. A day when I don't have to be a consequence of my past or future and a day I don't have to think about my future.

Love, peace.