Overthink?

Sometimes the only thing left for me to do is to do whatever I'm refraining from doing. I refrain from doing those things for reasons I conjure up for myself and build walls that are too high for my own good. In fact, there is no good that comes out me refraining from things I want to do.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

Sometimes, its the fear of getting rejected. Sometimes I just don't feel convicted enough in those reasons I want something to happen. Sometimes its because I'm not motivated enough. Sometimes its because I don't think me doing it is going to make a difference and so I leave myself hanging with the question of 'what if?'. And what I've learnt is that there aren't any reasons that will ever be good enough for me to do something other than the fact that I want to do it. Consequences are consequences, I have no say in them whatsoever, but at least I wouldn't die wondering if I should have done it knowing I could have done it. And sometimes, I deserve it, I owe it to myself to get things done. After-all, these aren't crimes that I'm trying to commit, these are simple deeds my heart yearns for. And come what may, my heart believes in the positivity that this feeds me.

I believe sometimes, its important to not think above and beyond what's necessary. I know its hard not to overthink if we're used to it, but its only hard, not impossible. I think we'll like it too. Its definitely a win-win here.

Love, peace.