Chaos.

Sometimes I get to understand much later in my life that I dodged a bullet when it came to certain people in my life. And its only then I get to understand that its not all bad that I am the way I am. I mean, its not even bad.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

When you're someone who has a history of being drawn towards those people who have stories to tell  that aren't really the kind of stories that you get to hear usually, you start over analyzing every minute you spend with someone just to give yourself a picture of if they'll be a good match for you. Not necessarily a hundred percent match but surely some sort of a match, just so you can coexist without having to take measures to prevent chaos from prevailing the two of you. But when everything starts of really well, and then you get to see sides of them that don't match with your personality, you finally understand that it never really was a match to begin with. And that's noy their fault or yours, it just is a part of the bigger picture. And after having understood that its all just a part of the bigger picture, you get the courage to walk out of their lives, without any chaos whatsoever. You tried and that's all that matters. That's all that should matter too.

Love, peace.