Breezing by.

Sometimes I feel like all I should do is just shut myself off from the world. Not that it's a bad place to be in or a place too good place for someone like me but just that sometimes it's just way too much to handle for me.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

With so many people wanting to be heard, so many people showcasing why it's them who's righteous, so many trying to fit in and be a part of something because they're trying to avoid being a nobody, I just am not sure of anything. Because everything I say ends up hurting someone, everything I do does the same, everything I think ends up hurting me and everything I ever want to do becomes something I don't find myself doing because I just don't know if it's for me even though I just mentioned it's something I want. It's all chaotic and it's all way too much for me to handle and to think of how it'll get better or have chances of getting better leads me to the only answer of shutting myself off completely.
I am just tired of not being good enough and being too good at the same time, I am so tired of hanging by the weakest point of the thinnest thread that keeps me hanging just enough for me to not fall down but never enough for me pull me up. Letting go seems like the best option for me and that I think is exactly what I am going to do.

Follow the loudness that silence projects into the cold wind that breezes by me, follow it not because it's a solution but because it's a relief. And who's to say that that's a bad thing?

Love, peace.