Crudeness.

Sometimes all you get to do is sit back and watch. Or sit front, up right, and still only watch. Because the choices the people you're rooting for are not always going to be choices you'll be a fan of. It will hurt, watching them get hurt, but there really is not a lot you can do about it because even they don't know what it is that could be done to make it better. You just take it all in for as long as you can and if you survive the storm, well, you're still not winning anything, you're just a survivor.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

And that's the best life can offer sometimes. Sure, it would be fun if all of our dreams were handed to us in a golden platter and all we ever had to do was take them and run with them but that's really not how it works, at least not all the time. In fact, it barely works that way and that is also something to be considered. And yes, it is true that almost nobody can help you, nobody can understand you, nobody can make you better because quite honestly nobody cares enough, unless you give them a reason to care and even then it's still highly doubtful. And I say almost because there's still this hopeful part inside of me, that hopeful silly part.

Not to mention, choice. When people dear to you choose to suffer right in front of your eyes, when they do so in their right minds, when they do so because that's what they believe is right, when they do so because that's what they've always done, when they do so because they're trapped, when they do so because their vulnerabilities have been capitalized on, you really have no choice. Or maybe the one choice you do have is to either stay back and watch until it all gets over for them and help them up knowing it'll all happen again or to walk away. May sound too crude but is it really?

Lots of love, peace.