Threshold.

I oftentimes wonder what it is that I am looking for in people. I find myself contemplating the ideal company for me. And just having the word "ideal" in that sentence makes the sentence incoherent. So then, I try contemplating just company for me.

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

I'd be lying if I tell you there is absolutely nobody in this world who is willing to give me company. There are a few, absolutely, and I am nothing but grateful for having them in my life. But I guess, everyone has their own thresholds. There is only so much people can handle or are willing to handle. These thresholds also come with their own sets of limitations. You can't just show all of you and who you are to people because the whole of you just might have more than what people want to see in you. Insecurities, weaknesses, things you know hold you back but you can't help expressing them, and most importantly, your vulnerabilities, all of them are things that aren't in the least going to help you with getting company. I am not sure what people can and can't handle but I definitely can say if it probably is something serious, they are going to think at least twice about handling it.

Or maybe I am just overthinking about all of this and bloating up something that is really very, very simple. Either way, I had to just say it.