Ramblings.

You know what I'd like a lot? Patience. There is not a day that goes by without me wishing I was just a teeny tiny bit more patient than I am actually. Don't get me wrong, I'm not someone who is short tempered, I'm not someone who is going to yell and scream, I'm not someone who is going to lose his cool easily. I really just wish I had a little bit more patience nevertheless.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

While I don't lose my temper, while I don't yell or scream, while I don't lose my cool easily, I still can get extremely upset and extremely dejected over things that don't usually seem to be of any importance to anyone else. Apparently, I get upset and dejected over the smallest of things and apparently it's me who has to understand and start resonating with how things happen in the "real world". There are things that happen that are so very unfair that don't even feel unfair to anyone else but me. Somehow, I am always the bad guy and somehow it's always me who is wrong and somehow, it's always me who has to learn to accept whatever it is I'm asked to accept. And for that I need a lot patience. I know for a fact that I will never be able to accept them. But to handle them, I need a lot of patience just to avoid being upset.
I'm not going to lie though, sometimes the built up frustration gets the best of me and that ends up making me go berserk. It never goes well, it probably won't ever go well and it is extremely sad that I go berserk at the wrong people.

I do wish I had happy stories to share, but sometimes ranting and rambling helps and so here I am, doing just that.

Lots of love, peace.