2018
Another year has come and gone. A lot has happened, a lot has changed. People come and go out of my life like the random cool breeze that we get to experience on a hot summer afternoon. The ups are too steep, the downs are too deep and I find myself lost more often than not. Not to worry though, because no matter what, there is something that would never ever change. And that's me being there for myself.
Hello 2018, one last time, the Earthian is back here to rant one final time to you.
It's become funny these days, the way people change. Either there is some thing inherently wrong with me or people have a very nice knack for changing their attitude. Maybe it's about time I let go of everyone and just be with that one person who is going to be with me for the rest of my freaking life, myself. Because, that way, I would at least not be wondering if I had done something wrong. I don't know about anyone else, but I happen to like being with myself. And maybe I should respect myself better and treat myself right. I know I have my flaws, my weaknesses, my insecurities but I am okay with having them. Maybe I am exaggerating or even romanticizing but I think it's fine of me to just be the way I am for I know I am not committing a crime just by being the person I am.
No bitter feelings though, I guess, if this is how things are meant to be, there really is not a whole lot I can do about it. I can't keep lamenting and crying over spilled milk for the rest of my life. Taking life one day at a time, pushing through, chipping away, plodding and just staying alive and feeling alive is all I am looking forward to. There is something especially gratifying about this miracle of life and right now, that's what I am all about.
Lots of love, 2018, you were one heck of a ride. Peace out.
Hello 2018, one last time, the Earthian is back here to rant one final time to you.
It's become funny these days, the way people change. Either there is some thing inherently wrong with me or people have a very nice knack for changing their attitude. Maybe it's about time I let go of everyone and just be with that one person who is going to be with me for the rest of my freaking life, myself. Because, that way, I would at least not be wondering if I had done something wrong. I don't know about anyone else, but I happen to like being with myself. And maybe I should respect myself better and treat myself right. I know I have my flaws, my weaknesses, my insecurities but I am okay with having them. Maybe I am exaggerating or even romanticizing but I think it's fine of me to just be the way I am for I know I am not committing a crime just by being the person I am.
No bitter feelings though, I guess, if this is how things are meant to be, there really is not a whole lot I can do about it. I can't keep lamenting and crying over spilled milk for the rest of my life. Taking life one day at a time, pushing through, chipping away, plodding and just staying alive and feeling alive is all I am looking forward to. There is something especially gratifying about this miracle of life and right now, that's what I am all about.
Lots of love, 2018, you were one heck of a ride. Peace out.
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