Who Am I?(28)

I'm not going to lie when I say this, something I really covet is a friend to share my life with, not in the obvious romantic way like it can be easily misinterpreted as, but in a relieving friendly way.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian. 

However, something I've lost a long time ago is the ability to trust people truly. I do not tend to dislike people without reason but even with people I like, there is a strict boundary that I will not cross for I just don't trust anyone enough to do so. And therefore I find my own longing for a friend to be of illogical nature. I'm certainly not saying that I won't ever open up to people, just saying that opening up to people is something I just have forgotten how to. And if even if I do open up, I just might stop midway for there's always a lingering thought in my head that I just am not that important and my stories certainly aren't that interesting. Just sharing a thought. I guess this can be called a start.

Love, peace.