My Suggestion.

I have a very good memory. And yes, it is both a boon and a bane for which I'm extremely thankful. I've done some awful mistakes in the past and learning to accept myself despite all of that has been consuming me from the inside, to say the least. And my memory at these times doesn't really help me whem it rubs it on my face, but I don't really get too upset about it, mostly because I can't.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

 I can't, for it is mostly my fault, my fault for I chose to do whatever I did. I could have done better but I didn't and so many years later, I'm still struggling to get over it, thanks to my memory. I got reminded of someone I used to be good friends with, someone I could have been great friends with and I got to completely take away everything that I built over a period of two full years. It sucks, to be reminded of the sorry excuse for a teenager that I used to be. However, it did help me become a better person today for I do have the ability to verify today that I was in the wrong and there isn't any fault in that person whatsoever. It is a terrible mistake that I'll never forgive myself for but that's the way my life goes. My suggestion is that take care of people while you still can and remember, not many wounds prevail that cannot be cured with a conversation.

Love, peace.