You're Worth It.

I sometimes wonder what in the world I am apologizing so much for. I know, for sure, I'm not even close to perfect and I know, for sure, I won't be any time soon. The thought that someone always wants more than what I can offer, more than I am willing to offer, and the realisation that I can't give more, or maybe I just don't want to is crippling me.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

The moment I become an advocate for my own happiness, the moment I become a true supporter of my own cause, the more valuable I am to myself. There are way too many people to take everything away from me, including my self worth. And they'll only win if I let them and I don't intend to ever let them. They won't ever win without my consent and I feel like I've been letting them win for quite a while now. Not any more, because I know, I deserve better. That's right, I deserve better, and so do you. I don't know what that "better" is, but I do very well know that you and I are not mere puppets who'll be played with just because you know what it is like to respect someone. And its not your fault for being polite, its not your fault for being at the receiving end of constant manipulation and lies. But it is your fault if you fail to respect the one person who you need to respect before you respect anyone else. The moment you realize how much you can accomplish just by being who you are, you'll know when someone truly valuable passes through your life. And you'll know how to hold on to them and you'll do it, because you know they're worth it.

Love, peace.