The End.

I really wish I could just give up on all of my demons all at once sometimes. I mean, that's the most logical solution to the problem. To let all of it go in one go without ever looking back. I wish I had the power. Hell, I know I have the power. I wonder where it is that I get lost every so often.

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

Okay, this is it. No matter how many times I've said it before, this is it. This is where I lose them all. This is where I stop making my excuses and this is where I own up everything that I think are my demons and this is where my fight against them starts. And believe me, this is where it all is going to end too. I know I am a better person than that, its about time to prove that to myself. Letting little triggers get the best of me make sound like just about everyone who likes pinning their losses on everyone who's not themselves. This is not something that I came up with on impulse. This has been a long time calling. Nine hundred articles, to be precise. And I don't know a better reason for me to stop everything, I can't think of one and I quite honestly don't want to. I know I've done it before, and I know I can do it again. Every time I fall back, its only because I got a little too caught up in the moment, forgetting who I am truly. It ain't happening any more. No more sorry excuses. I've paid in full and then some.

Love, peace.