Unwind.

Tone it down a little bit, not because everyone else wants you to or because you're being a nuisance but just because it you deserve it, don't you think?

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

I get that its very easy to blame yourself for everything that people want you to blame yourself for. Somehow, it always makes sense to blame yourself, doesn't it? Especially when you're someone who is known for being the tiniest bit too sensitive. It makes total sense, doesn't it? I mean sure, everyone else wasn't like angelic, but you played your part and its that part that you'd like to blame for everything that's happened, isn't it? You feel the need to justify even though you really didn't do anything wrong and even though you really don't owe anyone a dime, don't you? You feel guilty about crimes you didn't even commit because you don't want to hurt that person who's in the process of shedding tears and make them shed a few more, do you? You always feel like you're insensitive to how people feel, don't you? Not to mention, you feel bad about it too, don't you? It always feels like its you who's the meanest person in the world, doesn't it? And you're convicted in that too, aren't you? You feel like you're the most selfish person on this entire planet, aren't you?

Well, I really don't know what to tell you that would make you feel better. I can't ascertain its not you. Maybe its you, I don't know. But its never wrong to care for yourself and unwind from everything. Maybe temporarily, maybe eternally, either way, you deserve much better than people who would constantly make you feel bad about being who you are. 

Love, peace.