The Moment.

You know what the most powerful thing in the world is? Being present. I mean, it is very relative, but being present in the moment really does make all the difference to me. I mean, its the only way to ever live life. No matter what I do, if I do that without having my attention get snatched from me by anything materialistic or otherwise, I believe I'd succeed in that, without questions, period.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

I wonder how often I actually do live life. I wonder how many moments a day I live without my attention wavering and I wonder how long I can last at a stretch by being in the moment. I wonder how long I can keep my mind empty and I wonder if I can keep it empty at will. I mean, sure I can, but will I really be able to or will I just be kidding myself? I wonder how much of my true attention and time I give to the people I love and care about or at least claim to do so. I wonder how much of my own time I dedicate to myself without getting carried away by unexplainable guilt and fear. I wonder if I even have the courage to look at myself, look into my eyes, deep, and reassure myself that everything will be if not already okay. I wonder if I can be the guy I go to for help. Not that I'm incapable, but I wonder if I can even help myself completely without my mind wandering hither and thither. I wouldn't mind failing at these attempts. I've got nothing to lose anyway.

Love, peace.