Believing.

I used to believe that I never deserved anything good in my life ever. I used to believe that if I ever come across something that is really good that wants me to be with it, it probably is just a dream. I used to believe that if anything had written on it "for mediocre and terrible people", it was for me.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

Not that I really was that terrible of a human being. I mean, I don't know how terrible or good I am, but in retrospect, I just feel, today, that I've been treating myself a little too harshly for some reason, whatever it is. And I realize that I've been doing so for reasons that feel unfair to me, today. I get it when someone else treats me in a way that I feel is unfair but why have I been treating myself so poorly is a question I have no answer to. I just used to believe in it and I have come to understand, today, that my belief is all that I need. Whether I believe in positivity or negativity, it doesn't matter, because once I do start believing something, its just not going to be shaken off of me easily. And I've realized this is the exact reason why I should believe in positivity. Come to think of it, when I believed in negativity, I just believed in it, took it all in, so to say. Why should I question positivity? I'm taking it all in. No more negativity, at least from the inside.

Love, peace.