Sorry.

Its only at those times when I really push myself to not be sorry for being me that I feel empowered. I know there are so many reasons people would like me to apologize , purely because they feel hurt for me being me.

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

Every time I do apologize for me just being me, I feel like I'm letting myself down. Am I such a terrible human being who just gets everything wrong and just has to apologize for merely existing? I mean, surely, I can't be that bad, can I? Surely, I can't be the only one who feels this way.

The only explanation I can come up with is that. sometimes, people can be nefarious with the way they treat people. Not necessarily hurt them physically but manipulate them using their own persona as baits and reasons to change the course of their actions and emotions. People can and will do this, especially when they see "weaknesses" in traits in other people. Mind you, these people consider kindness, sympathy, empathy, politeness and other virtuous traits to be weaknesses. And so every single time they feel these emotions leaking out of someone, their first instinct is to capitalize on it. Cold, cruel and inhuman? Perhaps. 

Am I sorry I've let you down? No, sorry not sorry.

Love, peace.