All I want.

Sometimes, all I want is to be left alone. That's really all I want. People just assume that as a part of friendship, you owe it to them, you owe them whatever it is that they demand from you, because you know, you're friends with them and apparently, that's what you do. And you help them irrespective of the situation they're in. It doesn't matter if they're the ones in the wrong , you support them, no matter what.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

Because if you don't, remember, if you don't, no matter how incompetent they are or they've been, you still are the bad guy. Because you're the guy who said 'no' to them and didn't help them when they needed you. Friendship, and just about any kind of relationship stems out of neediness and that's how it has always been and maybe even should always be, apparently. Because when you lend your hands to someone who's done wrong but is your friend, you will be lent a hand when you're in the wrong too, apparently. Chuck morals, who cares about them? Especially when you have someone who'd spent time with you when you need the most? I don't know, maybe this is all coming out from that part of me that just loves to overthink and romanticise, but something doesn't feel right about any of this. I would complain, but you know I know better than that. And don't get me wrong, this is not about helping or being there in times of need. This is about that definition of the relationship that you've established. Something I definitely don't want to be a part of.

Love, peace.