A Fresh Start.

The thing about pasts, at least for me, is that it comes back and hits me at those moments when I least expect it do so. Sure, its what it does to everyone else too and I wouldn't blame you if you raised similar arguments but to just clarify here, I'm not complaining about it.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

Something I've been wanting to do for a while now is that I want to run away. Not through space, but through time. I want to run away from the people I've spent time with, especially. Not that my experiences have been horrific or that the people I've been surrounded by are terrible, but just that its been astronomically hard for me to even be on the same page with them, let alone fit in. Don't get me wrong, I've been blessed to have been given the opportunity to spend time with some beautiful people, but no matter how beautiful someone is, if it doesn't work for you, it doesn't. Sure, you could argue, this could happen to me even if I did get an opportunity to start over fresh, but that's a bet I'm willing to take, a gamble I'm okay being a part of. Because, right now, all I need is space and time. Alone. The person I want to be and the person I am being are always a couple of steps away from each other except for some really special and random occasions. And I happen to like these occasions. I want them to last longer and a fresh start is my way to go, I assume.

Love, peace.