A Start.

I've always wanted to make a list of things that I am grateful for but I always also have come up with reasons to not make one. Not that I don't feel grateful, no. I do in fact feel grateful for so many things, its just, I always am a little bit scared of not doing justice to all of things that I am indeed grateful for.

Hello there, I am the Earthian.

Its an overwhelming feeling, that feeling that I get when I start expressing my gratitude, partly because its something that I don't do very often. I mean, I I do feel grateful but expressing that is something I've not done as much. Something about expressing gratitude also makes me feel distant from those things I'm expressing my gratitude to. Not distant in a way that I no longer feel connected to it, but distant in a way that I start looking at those things with a different notion, a different viewpoint, if you will. And it isn't necessarily bad, its just, sometimes, it scares me off. I mean, there are those things that I absolutely adore just the way they are and I'm very grateful for. There are people I value a lot and therefore am very grateful for, but some part of me is scared that when I start expressing that, I'd start looking at all of this with that brand new perspective that I just mentioned. I guess, most of it is just in my silly little head that just is used to overthinking about everything. But, here goes, for what its worth; to everything, every person, every emotion that has encapsulated me from within, thank you. I know its just a start, but it at least is one.

Love, peace.