Everything.

I can't wait to start fresh. Not that I will get to, but just that I can't wait to. There just are so many things that I just want to run away from, so many things that I no longer want to be a part of, so many things that I wish I never were a part of, so many people I wish I never met, so many people I wish could forget this very instant, so many memories that I don't cherish so much, so many places I wish I never visited, let alone stayed at.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

And don't get me wrong, none of them were bad or ugly. They were what they were and that really is the best way I can put it in. The one common element with everything that's happened and every person I had the opportunity to meet, is me. I'm what that connects the dots. I'm the dots themselves too. And so I'm the only factor I have some control over. And whilst I can't forget everything or change everything that's happened, I can very well change myself. Not that I want to but, I think sometimes, things just have to change. I look at myself and I realize how in so many ways I am just not enough for people. Not enough to different people in so many different ways. I'm tired of wearing masks or hiding behind facades or being someone I'm not just because I don't want to be mistaken, because quite honestly, I most certainly will be mistaken. My story just doesn't isn't of any relevance, just like me, myself. It'll all die with me. But they do matter to me. They're all that matter to me. They're everything for me. Just about everything.

Love, peace.