Running Away.

To have that urge to run away from who we are in order for us to get accepted by those who we think are important to us for no acceptable reasons, is not the greatest of feelings to go through. Somehow, for some reason, we just get lured by certain people whom we just don't want to let down.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

It always comes down to that question of what am I looking for from these people that I don't want to let down. And it comes down to why I don't want to let these people down. Because sometimes, I get carried away.
Running away from who we are as people just so we have random persons liking us is just a lie that makes it feel like its worth it. And every single time we run away from who we are, every single time we shove ourselves away, every single time we hide away from ourselves, we lose a part of ourselves. A part that we just don't have the ability to bring back. Those parts of us that we throw away because we think they are flaws for a reason as pitiable as impressing someone who isn't even a part of our lives is just being plainly gullible. Just something to ponder about. So yeah, go ahead and ponder.

Love, peace.