Credit Splits.

I guess its fair to say that sometimes, when we romanticise things and exaggerate the stories in a way that is nothing short of superficial, when we blame ourselves for everything, we get a little carried away. We get carried away by the "what if"s and the "if only..."s and we forget the reality that actually existed.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

And I understand, that's how you want to remember the things that you once loved and had, the same things that you no longer have but still love. I understand that you only want to recall all of the blissful and beautiful moments that you shared with those things and you really just want to toss all of those things that went wrong into the garbage bin and then toss the garbage bin away too, to wherever it belongs. But sometimes, its important to remember why whatever went wrong went wrong. Its important to understand that it all happened for a reason, and its important to remember that that that's how it was meant to go, just so you can have some mental peace. Sure, you would much rather suffer with a part of you always longing for you can't ever have again and that's fine too. But if something went wrong, you probably aren't the only one to be blamed. Its always a two way street, no matter how dark the other side of the road seems to be, in a camouflaging way. Its always up to you though. To accept and split the credit for everything that happened or beat yourself up, romanticising the history. Your call completely.

Lots of love, peace.