Only Mine.

There are some songs that when I listen to them for the very first time, I get addicted to them. Literally the very first time. I get so addicted to them that they are all I want to listen to for a long, long time. They are just instant gratification songs that every single time I listen to them, my heart just melts. And I like that feeling, that feeling of my heart melting.

Hello there, I'm the Earthian.

And sometimes I don't want to share them with the world. For very selfish reasons, of course. I don't not want the world to listen to it but I also don't want to be that person who makes people listen to it because a part of me is just afraid they won't get it. And the truth is, nobody is going to get it, no matter what. You see, what's special to us is special to only us for a reason and its completely okay for us to want to protect it by all means, defend it, and keep all those who we think aren't worthy of it far, far away from it. Its not just songs. There are movies, books, photographs, places, food items and even people sometimes. Sometimes, I just don't want to share any of these things with anyone. The thought that there is something that's mine and only mine just makes it so much more precious to me. I just can't have someone ruin these for me. I just can't. Not that someone's opinion is going ruin them for me but that I'd much rather not even get an opinion about these things than get one and make myself susceptible to their opinion, good or bad. They just mean way too much and I just can't afford to lose them. I just can't ever.

Love, peace.