If It Works, It Works.
Sometimes I wonder why it is that I am the way I am. Not that I am suggesting I've lost my mind, I might very well have but it's still something I am not suggesting. yet. I keep wondering why is it I get hurt easily and more importantly why it is that I have this immense ability to hurt people even though I am not the biggest fan of both getting hurt and hurting.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
While I put up an act like I am all tough and like I actually don't get hurt, I do in fact very much get hurt. I still don't want to stop putting up that facade of me being strong and me not having the ability to get hurt, I still want to believe in all of that but the fact of the matter is that hurtful words are designed to hurt people. They were meant to pierce through our skin and reach our insides and stay there, if not for good, for at least a very small while. And that's exactly what they do, stay there and prick us for however long it wishes to stay and then if we are lucky, give us the green signal to move on.
If it is some kind of a lesson, to me at least, it suggests that I am still very, very human and I am always going to be susceptible to everything that has an emotion attached to it. Sure, I can believe otherwise and I can just ignore my susceptibility but my denial is not going to be of a lot of help for me. However, I've also learnt that if my denial makes me feel stronger to some level, then there is absolutely no harm in taking it, well, maybe some harm but it still works. Whatever works, works, and there really isn't a lot to argue about it. Not all of us are blessed with people around us to make us feel strong and embrace the human being that we are. Sometimes we might have to make our own luck and if believing in make believe is what helps then that's what helps and there are no arguments about it either.
I guess there really isn't a whole lot to be ashamed of let alone be sorry for the human being that we are. Individuality is self-explanatory.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
While I put up an act like I am all tough and like I actually don't get hurt, I do in fact very much get hurt. I still don't want to stop putting up that facade of me being strong and me not having the ability to get hurt, I still want to believe in all of that but the fact of the matter is that hurtful words are designed to hurt people. They were meant to pierce through our skin and reach our insides and stay there, if not for good, for at least a very small while. And that's exactly what they do, stay there and prick us for however long it wishes to stay and then if we are lucky, give us the green signal to move on.
If it is some kind of a lesson, to me at least, it suggests that I am still very, very human and I am always going to be susceptible to everything that has an emotion attached to it. Sure, I can believe otherwise and I can just ignore my susceptibility but my denial is not going to be of a lot of help for me. However, I've also learnt that if my denial makes me feel stronger to some level, then there is absolutely no harm in taking it, well, maybe some harm but it still works. Whatever works, works, and there really isn't a lot to argue about it. Not all of us are blessed with people around us to make us feel strong and embrace the human being that we are. Sometimes we might have to make our own luck and if believing in make believe is what helps then that's what helps and there are no arguments about it either.
I guess there really isn't a whole lot to be ashamed of let alone be sorry for the human being that we are. Individuality is self-explanatory.
Comments
Post a Comment