Quitting.

You either have it in you, or you don't. You either walk the walk or you don't. You either make it happen or you don't. Remember, you're not competing with anyone, ever. The only person you ever owe something to is yourself for you're the one who's promised yourself that you'll make things happen. 

Hello there, the lad who calls himself the 'the Earthian' is back.

If your promises don't really mean much to you and you're only making them because it sounds good to make one, you probably should refrain from making them for it will become a continuous habit of lying to yourself which I'm certain you don't want to happen. I get it if you don't feel motivated, I accept you for that, I find it hard to relate to you but I accept you when you tell me nothing has much point these days. I won't argue with you on that either, after all, it is an opinion based world and yours is as valid as anyone else's, irrespective of what anyone says. But think about it before you quit, yes, you're quitting.

Love, peace.