Who am I? (18)
I have a lot of problems, just like I know all of us do. And don't worry this is not going to be a rant, I promise. And for each and every one of us, our own problems carry the highest degree of importance and the worst degree of pains.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
Now, some of these problems are because of our own mistakes, some of them are because of the people around us and that's just how it is. No matter how much we complain and think that life is unfair because of this exact reason, it isn't going to change things in the slightest possible way. We are going to keep facing problems of this sort and we are going to face them for a long, long time so fasten your seat belts, fellow Earthians.
Now I, I have not been the best at dealing with my problems. Most of my problems are because of my own choices. I choose to do whatever I want to do. If this sounds ironic, you're absolutely not mistaken. Because while I choose to act the way I do, I don't necessarily do it with my utmost consent. It's like my heart and my actions are polar opposites. I find myself wanting to do a lot of things, I just don't do them even though I am pretty sure doing those things would bring me nothing but happiness. Something stops me. And I am not going to lie, the feeling is terrible. It always has been terrible.
But time is a beautiful teacher, beautiful and patient. It slowly has started to teach me that while I do have a lot of 'flaws', I don't have to beat myself up over those flaws. I need to embrace them, understand them and then slowly make myself turn them into things that aren't my flaws. I am who I am and I don't have to apologize for the person I am.
I did end up ranting, didn't I?
Peace though, with lots of love.
Hello there, I am the Earthian.
Now, some of these problems are because of our own mistakes, some of them are because of the people around us and that's just how it is. No matter how much we complain and think that life is unfair because of this exact reason, it isn't going to change things in the slightest possible way. We are going to keep facing problems of this sort and we are going to face them for a long, long time so fasten your seat belts, fellow Earthians.
Now I, I have not been the best at dealing with my problems. Most of my problems are because of my own choices. I choose to do whatever I want to do. If this sounds ironic, you're absolutely not mistaken. Because while I choose to act the way I do, I don't necessarily do it with my utmost consent. It's like my heart and my actions are polar opposites. I find myself wanting to do a lot of things, I just don't do them even though I am pretty sure doing those things would bring me nothing but happiness. Something stops me. And I am not going to lie, the feeling is terrible. It always has been terrible.
But time is a beautiful teacher, beautiful and patient. It slowly has started to teach me that while I do have a lot of 'flaws', I don't have to beat myself up over those flaws. I need to embrace them, understand them and then slowly make myself turn them into things that aren't my flaws. I am who I am and I don't have to apologize for the person I am.
I did end up ranting, didn't I?
Peace though, with lots of love.
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