Step Up.

I think I had a real moment of reflection today. I realized I could do so much better in terms of my career, surprise surprise, and it's just a matter of me taking things into my own hands and stepping up. There is no conspiracy set up against me so I would fail. It's all on me and if my life is mediocre in any way shape or form, there's only myself to be blame because I never really stepped up. And I have to, sooner rather than later, because I can very well feel that I am half way into mediocrity. I don't want to complain about my life and if things continue to go this way, I think I will start complaining again which is not the way I want to things to happen. I want to make sure I've given it my best before I come to any conclusions. The time is now. It's up to me to step up, show up. 

Love, peace.