Start.

Bold decisions are there to be made, you can't always keep running from life. At some point, you will have to stop everything you're doing because life demands you to do so and you will have to get it sorted.

Hello there, I'm 'the Earthian'.

If you want to get better, there's no better time to start than right now. You may convince yourself all you want that you will somehow pull things off even later on, and you just might, but there aren't any guarantees. Start now, start slow or start fast, but definitely do start now. Every second that you postpone imagining you'll do it later is just a second that's wasted because you can never fool yourself. Even if it means to just take one baby step to get started, do it. It's okay to not progress a lot, but it isn't okay to not even start. Remember, if you're putting your dreams on hold for momentary guilty pleasures, there's always a chance that you'll stick to this ideology for long, long time, even forever. And I'm certain you don't want that to happen. Get moving.

Love, peace.