Mental Strength.

Anything that's worth something in life demands hard-work, and that's not an option. It's also not a compulsion. Not a compulsion in the sense that you'll survive without it but that's a choice you have to make. Discipline, energy and time, must all be invested, and invested consistently. 

Hello there, I'm 'the Earthian'.

Mastering your inner demons and your inner soul is essentially one of the hardest things that you will ever have to do. Running away from reality and to try finding a solution that works momentarily is not by any means a proper solution for you will always fall back to your old habits. Clear your mind off of what you want to clear it from and keep doing it until you no longer have to do it. Do it with such diligence that no part of you craves for it, and do it with as much so much determination that you can count on yourself that you won't ever go back to being that stupid self that you worked so hard to get away from. You will have so many people to avoid and get away from in your life, don't be one of your own enemies.

Love, peace.