Random Rant.

 I don't like being told what I'm supposed to be doing. People often tell me that I won't ever understand what they're feeling, and I completely agree with them, I won't ever understand how they're feeling if they don't ever open up. I am not a psychiatrist neither am I a psychologist. I will always only understand as much as I am being shared with. If you don't ever make an attempt to let me know what your thoughts about me are, I won't ever know them. I don't ever like being told that I would realize the value of today, that I will regret not doing what I'm being told to do by people later on. In fact, I am going to take it up a notch and say that it is absolutely disrespectful and, might I add, disgusting, to give someone your 'your words of wisdom' with a briefing that they'll regret if they don't follow them. And don't tell me that you're looking out for me when you do do that. You're not looking out for me, you're threatening me with my own actions and endeavors. If you're really looking out for me, you quite probably be looking to understand if something bothers me rather than just pour out all of what you have bottled up in your heart at me. I don't need advice, I know, whether you like to believe it or not, what to do, every step of the way. I know how to steer my life, and if you're worry/concern is that I'll become dependent on you, I'll save you the trouble and eject you from my life altogether, not because I am planning to depend on you, but because I feel completely disrespected and disvalued when you think that and I want no person in my life who consider me a liability. The only people I want in my life are the ones that want me in their lives. I'll even it make it clearer, I don't even want those people in my life who want me in their lives because they are supposed to want me in their lives. This applies to everybody. Everybody. I may not be certain about what I am here for and what my purpose in life is, but I am one hundred percent certain that I am not here to be anyone's liability. I have the courage to do what I want to do in my life and I am independent grown, albeit young, lad who's seen a lot of white life has to offer. I can steer my own ship, paddle my own boat and control my own course. If you're worried about me, don't be. If you still do, don't blame me. I will verbally be brutal if you blame me for one of your problems. 

Peace out.